Yes, I'm tired of this world. You wanna know why? Maybe you really don't care but I'll tell you anyways. I'm tired of trying to fit in a world where whatever you do it just isn't enough. I'm 24 years old, I've never had a boyfriend and I've never had my first kiss. It sucks right? Well yes it does, sometimes I feel like no one even notices me. I'm not like other girls of course, and I can already bet you're thinking "she must be fat" and that is a yes to that, also I'm not attractive, don't have big "boobs" or a big "booty" I suppose I'm just a normal fat girl that no one ever notices, but the point is that this world is so depressing and that makes me depressed. You see I might not be like those tv girls, models, actress, etc, but I have real feelings, cause I might be fat but that can disappear with exercise or even a operation but what you can't change is the person's personality. I have a wonderful personality, well that's what the people that love me tell me every single day, but sometimes it's just not enough, cause I wished someone in this world would just give me a chance to get to know me better and fall in love of me for what I am. I just wanna know what it feels when the person you love, loves you back.
But in this real world that will not happen, so I guess I'll just stay alone doing what I do best, keep reading all those books where happy endings do exist.
Cause to be honest, I'm tired of this world.
